Help me get back on the track!

Dear supporters,

Hello! My name is Karel. I am 27 years old. I am from a small country called Estonia. I am here to tell you my story.
My life- long dream has been to own a dirt bike and to compete professionally. I left it behind and started my own family.
But last year a tragedy happened. Me and my wife were expecting a new member in our family, a beautiful little girl. Everything was going well, all the doctor's visits were positive, soon to be born baby girl was healthy and we did not expect anything so devastating what happened next...
I am not going very into details, but my wife had complications which led to giving birth on the operating table. Our child was born on time, but due to the misperceptions of the doctors, she came to this world, but did not breathe. Due to the lack of equipment in the facility a breathing aparatus was delivered from another hospital, but the time she had no air affected her so much, that she had permanent damage. For 3 straight months we were in the hospital, every day crying and hoping, that everything is going to be all right, but sadly she passed away.
Now we are recovering from the tragedy, but harm has been made. We both had depression and i am still having anxiety disorders.
I want to clear my head and move on. That is why I would like to fulfill my dream, i hope that this will heal some of the wounds.
That is why I turn to you. If you could support this action of mine, i would be very thankful.

Thank you!