I am having a strong understanding that there are people that suffer... Suffer daily and way more than me. I don't know if they still can be helped or physically it's too late and they just need someone to be near them but they at least know what is going on with them, what's lowering quality of their life, what's killing them.
I was studying, working a lot and having my dreams for future but an error of doctors destroyed all my hopes. I got sick and was getting a medicine from a totally not related sickness to me at that point that almost caused my death. I spent months in the ambulance and as a result - I am alive with tons of new sicknesses, with a different blood formula (totally not normal one and that can not be interpreted well anymore), with a huge underweight (45 kg for 180 cm that I have). Every year I was getting into the new hospital because of the complications I had and once I started to feel better I got into the car accident because of some drung young guy that again sent me for 2 months in the hospital. It became a catalyst for me being chronically ill and extremely underweight.
My family took me to all possible doctors but since we live in Ukraine our hospitals don't have so much of last modern technologies and great specialists in this unique field. So we collected money from all over and I flew to Germany for a pre-check of my condition. And they said that by the tests they did it seems like they can do something to help me! That I have to continue with them, do more tests, lay in the hospital and get their help in vanishing my sicknesses away that I have every month... Every single month I get some new problem! I turned 28 not too long ago but feeling like a granny.... so anyone can imagine now how I was happy to hear them until the moment when they said that I am a foreigner and have no such insurance that will cover these costs. We managed to collect some money, but we still have a lot more to go to pay hospital bills. The situation is urgent and so important for me...
So I hope for a miracle... I hope for someone that can feel my pain and despair. I hope for a help. I would be greatful for any smallest or biggest support and would be praying for everyone who gives it. No words can describe my thankfullness so I hope you people would feel it with your souls.