In the face of uncertainty in my education system

You can only help me,,,,,I can go a long way in your help,,,,My name is shihad.I am 18 years old.I read in college.There are many members in my family.My father is a poor peasant.My father's little income runs our family.There is no capability to pay for my studies.I have to work a lot for my studies.Occasionally I have to work in the shop.I can not go to college due to lack of money.Even in the college distance I have to walk on foot.Because my father could not afford to rent a car.Regularly pay monthly salary to college.Sir, I'm not coming to college But I want to go to college and want to study well.At a deep night I thought a lot about why my dad was so poor At a deep night I thought a lot about why my dad was so poor.All have to accept silently.I think I'm the only son in the world Whose father has no money As a result, today my studies are in the face of uncertainty .You have my question How can my study be finished.I want to study.There is no country of people who can bring back my education.

I tried to share my troubles with you.If you enjoy the hardships of my life, of course you will help me.

thank you .