I want to get back to a normal life

I really need to get back on my feet. I had to terminate my education because of anxiety, OCD and stress. It hit me from one day to another. During a 90 minute lecture I had to visit the bathroom about 7 times to check for diarrhea. My anxiety convinced me that I had 'pooped my pants'. It really surprised me what my mind could do to me. I could not live a normal life for a long time. After my doctor diagnosed me with anxiety, OCD and stress, I was not able to leave my bed for about a Month...
Now I am finally ready to get a normal and peaceful job. I really need some Money to restart my life, so that I can help other people. I really want to help people.

I am not weak... I just did not understand the strenght of anxiety and OCD before it hit me...

Please help me.