I want my family back

Hello ... I am an average woman, combative, sometimes quite naive .... and this is where my problem begins. I don't know where to start .... Why do we ask for the help of good people, you who are reading this? Because I ruined that only valuable thing in my life..the trust of my family.Because I blindly trusted my ex-partner I got too deep into debt! As a result, I risk losing my home, where my children, mother and brother live. My brother for whom I would do everything and he for me, I disappointed him the most ... he also suffers because of me and my naivety. A year and a half ago I went to work abroad far from home hoping to get rid of debts but the truth about a better life is different, if you live and fella abroad there is no difference the costs are higher and at the end of the month you don't save anything I'm kind of the same like before and I'm not home. I would ask for help to save the home so that somehow I can at least repay my brother and the others here to get my family back because now I am lost, I know I have disappointed them very much so I am turning to you maybe with your help I succeed! Thank you from the bottom of my heart !!