I need to buy a cheap laptop so I can create Resume/CV and search for work

Hi, I need to buy a cheap laptop, so I can make Resume/CV and look for work. My current work doesn't pay well, I really struggle to even pay my bills. What's more, actually finding work is a problem for me. I was sexually abused by multiple people as a child, which in short made me afraid of people. For a long time after becoming an adult, I struggled to find work because of that. I tried to get help from psychologists to fight my fear and trauma, but it's not easy and the treatment actually also had to be paid for. Recently, one or two years ago, I joined some EU program, so they would help me actually find work. It succeeded, but as I wrote before, the work doesn't pay well, and I struggle a lot with the bills, food costs and saving money for psychological treatment. The other issue is that I actually need a computer to make new Resumes/CV and look for work online, especially with the current Covid situation. I only have phone with phone subscription, so I can use some internet. I think about buying something like Chromebook, I read that it's not that expensive and can get the job done. I'm sorry for being a bit chaotic, I'm not really all that used to communicating with other people, so I might not really make much sense to you. If that's the case, I'm sorry once more. And if you decide to help me in any way, thank you very much. Oh, and I would rather not send my image. I'm a bit scared to actually show my face like that online. If that's a problem, I'm sorry.