I’ll build myself a house

I worked in the Ukrainian police. Retired. Pension $ 170 a month. At work was not corrupt, so no savings. To feed his family, worked at the mine. It is necessary to repair the house, live there, and to live on subsistence farming. In Ukraine, the other can not. If this is not done, then I will die. About me, 48 years old, has a family, wife and two daughters. A car "Oka" Year 1999 (in Russia has been launched for the disabled). A piece of land in a village house in the area was completely destroyed. I want to recover, to live in it. If I live in the country, I will not spend money on food, may be able to give children an education. My dream is to live in Australia (or visit her) However, this dream did not come true. Even if no one will help me, I'm still satisfied, allowing me to speak freely. If You does not want to help me, in his prayer to God, remember me, it would be easier to build your own house so I'll know what you think about me.Here's what's left of my home, but I still build, with your help or without it!