I just want my normal life back. help

I am a 23 years old guy who lived in Indonesia. I do my daily activities like others, I have a job and study at university at night. It is all fine, everything is fine as it should be. But then as I think further, I realized that I still have to achieve so many things such as buy a House, a Car maybe? and even Marriage. I start to work for my passive income like do the dropship, selling stuff online and this is where Life begins to hit me hard. I can't get any profit from my selling, I lose. Then to cover this, I start to try to find a way to cover my loss. I dive into online betting which is my worst decision. I lost more there, I lost a lot. I even need to borrow money from family and friends. As the time goes, my debt keep increasing because I have to borrow from other to cover my debt. Now my life is really hard. I cant go a day without thinking where else to borrow money to cover my debt. I wish I could turn back time where everything is still normal. But now I'm here full of debt asking for help from strangers. I just wish I can get my normal life back when my debt already paid. As much as I hate asking for money, I have come to a point where I can barely pay for daily needs. Any donation helps, even 1$. Thanks to anyone who donates as it helps me a lot.