Help with mental health problems

Hello, dear people…I’m Korina a 20 year old girl from Slovenia. I’ve been suffering from mental health problems for 10 months now. I have also been hospitalized for a month and a half in psychiatric unit but it didn’t help. I’ve also been to Germany for a second opinion because i also have a cyst in my head which could be the cause of my problems. Despite taking the pills for mental health every day i’m still feeling so bad and unable to do anything. I’m fighting suicidal thoughts from the moment i wake up till i go to sleep.All i want is my life to go back to normal so i can continue going to college next year. Currently i’m taking a gap year since my symptoms are so bad. I found an American site called holisticpsychiatrist.com and i really wanna give it a try but money is a bit of a problem right now for me and my family. Thats why im asking you dear people for help with the expenses for getting my health on the right track again. Every dontation no matter how small helps❤️
Love you all