Help to start my small gaming dream company

hello awesome people am sure you are from the ones who motiate people and give them hope to start their own business or support their ideas because every larger company start by a small idea and grow by time and it become now very known like apple and amazon...all those big companies started by a small idea than a garage than it become very known .My dream is to create a company which i will be my own boss and work hard to grow it up am 21 years old and this dram grow every day with me since am 16 years old .Well in 2018 last year i start selling games items and services i generate some dollars but my store was suspended with no reason and i was very sad i say my dream goes away from me i suffer alot and i slept less and i was all the time thinking what i should do to get a capital to start again .

Now am on my way to start my own site my own company whic i will be my own boss and to show my skills that i can also become known one i study about marketing and sales for 2 years and i know what every website need or company to generate sales that is why i come here to get a capital to start my own business and you guyz can help me imagine your self in my place and you are just one step far away from, your dream to become true i would appreciate every one will help me because i was applying for loans but every time get rejected as i do not have the full requirements for that this is my story am sure guys you will help me