This i a profile text a friend wrote for me since i couldnt write in english my Self...sorry..
Hi i am looking for help for a good friend who needs to get away from the city he lives in now ... I can tell you a little bit about why, he has been living in the city for a number of years now and is having trouble leaving his apartment due to being mentally ill after a very bad relationship for five years. He found a girlfriend who was also a man and thought it was the right thing but it quickly turned out that it was not.In the relationship it turned out that the girlfriend drank a lot and took a lot of pain medication especially dolol which is morphine.And in very large doses that turned out to be abusive later. My friend was often beaten with various things ... Such as chairs, iron grates and once a marble dish, and a single he tried to get off but was caught by the boyfriend in the street in front of their apartment and strangles were taken on him and his head was beaten into the wall he fainted and he was then carried back up again .... It all started with an incredible amount of anxiety to leave home and a major depression ... It continued for many years he wanted to get out of it but did not know how and stayed in it but found out along the way when there was not enough pills at home for the boyfriend then there was danger of moving so he quit because of fear of being beaten again and slept on the street in steps and trash and returned home the next day when his father was over, but one day when this scenario recurred, he quit again and came home the next day and found his girlfriend hanging in a wire in the bathroom..Fear of being beaten again , he did not know if he dared approach the girlfriend then h had previously been tricked by the girlfriend and it turned out that there was nothing wrong with then being assaulted then anyway. But this time it turned out to be right. The boyfriend had hung himself in the bathroom..And because of the shock my friend is now sick with ptsd. Agoraphobia which is anxiety for many people.And panic anxiety and bipolar blending state ... He has a mentor every week to help with mail and letters replies and if to act ... It has been for ten years..And not happening a lot..He has started painting some to stress off and has become quite good at it but misses contact with other people but it is the city itself that makes him scared ... I am looking for him to get him away from the apartment and find a new one in another city and maybe really get started on his dream of cow painting with other people and starting an exhibition up but the material is expensive so I really ask for help to give a friend a fresh start