Help

I'm Not proud to do this

I'll not full you with lies .

I Did bad financial choices in Life, and now i reach my financial limit and i put my house payment in risk.

Is not easy to be a father to a 12 years old son with asthma and i feel a trash because i jeopardize is health because i can't buy him his medication and barely can pay his child support.

I don't have enough words do explain how do i feel about me , i dont know how will pay the rent of the house and soon will start to sell household goods to support. because my wage is not enough for my bills

yes it's my fault , yes i bite off more than i could chew and have to pay for it, but my son have dont have to pay for my bad choice and i feel like a trash because of it

Some of you will think this all a lie, other think i dont deserve help , because i have to pay my mistakes and learn to live under my possibilities and not above as i did. and other will no care with what i'm writing, but i have to try and try to do everything for my son.

if you think i'm a trash and don t deserve help caus i have to pay, i understaind and respect, probably i'll think the same if i was on your shoes.