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My name is Magda, I’m only 24 years old and my whole world just collapsed on me. I really want to tell you story of my life before I'll ask you about help.
At first I really want to finish my studies and start doing things, which I actually love to make my dreams come true. But unfortunately “life” only hampers my life. I was raised in indigent family and I was brought up only by Mother. My mother few years ago falled in serious and dangerous ill, owing to me and my mentally handicapped brother had to resign from own life and since then we were forced to work for our living. My Mother is a wonderful person, who lived through her whole life and now she is almost 60 years old. Even now she don’t have a while to rest, because she is tormented with serious diseases, which actually cannot be cured (myasthenia gravis, diabetes, arteriosclerosis, damaged labirynth and pre-coronary state), moreover besides diseas the most debilitating things are constantly growing debts, big debts… These debts was growing each day and pulls us into depression. My mom had a company once upon a time and was cheated by people who she trusted. We didnt have money for food and didnt know what could we do if we didn’t have my brothers and mother disability pension, which actually covers only food. I had been studying polish philology with 2 specialisations and culture studies (i'm still studying) and I work hard after classes to earn more money, but unfortunately everything what I had earned was going to cover our debts, which was growing. When my mother could work I established a small business for Her, but my Mom again landed up in hospital and our small firm bankrupted. All this things was on my head - looking after my Mom and Brother, working and all my free time, studies and finally I lost my energy for life.
That's a short story of my life. I must grown too fast and now I have a depression - hospitality depression. I'm still working for paying debts (but now I have only 40% of it) and mom mom gettings better, but I still have a mental and financial problem. I have a dream - dream about rest and fun with my friends. I really want to go for break, few days of holiday in Barcelona when I will go to museums and know other culture. I need a little break for my brain so I want to ask you for help me to raise a money for it.
Yes, I now that life is hard, but I'm a hard-working and scrupulous person, but unluckily that isn’t enough as I see. I have plenty ideas to realize, I want to do so many things, just only want to live without debts, to live on my own, finish my studies and being healthy. I really need to help my brain and be happy because my Mom and Brother need me. So please... Help me if you can.