HELP ME WITH MY SCOLIOSIS OPERATION

Hi my name is Elsa Manzano, 23 years old, currently living in the Cabuyao Laguna. I was only 15 years old when me and my mother discovered that I have this kind of spine. I lose my hope that time because I'm so young. But we've try to go to different doctors they said that my Scoliosis is not mild I need to undergo operation. But where can we get money? My mother is just maid and my father is vendor of cigarettes that time. We go to different government agencies to ask help they will gave us help for operation but we need money for blood but how can we get money? I'm still studying that time I don't have much experience to work since I'm minor. So my family decided not to go on operation we just pray that one day my spine will back to normal. For 8 years every night I always cry hoping there is miracle will happen to my spine but it getting worse as you can see in picture. I feel that God doesn't love me coz why did he gave me this kind of sick I'm not rich my family is not rich there's a time that my back will hurt so hard I just wish to die I want to die to cut all my suffering. I only wish that someone will help me. If I can't my operation I really don't know what to do. My depression really kills me because of scoliosis :(( Thank you and God bless for those who'll notice me.