Help me with my mental illness

I'm having trouble with anxiety and depression. I haven't got the chance to see a psychiatrist yet because of the lack of money. Pressures are all on me. I can't control my thoughts and I don't know what to do. I'm fucked up really badly. Sometimes, I just wanna end my life for good so everything would be in the right place. I feel useless, unworthy, heartless, stupid person. No one cares. No one dares to ask me if I'm ok or even just to check on me. No one. No one seems to recognize what's happening to me. No one cares. I'm sick. I don't know what to do with my life anymore. I'm becoming useless everyday. I haven't finish college yet because of money problems too. Thats why I'm fucked up big time I need professional help I need medication

PLEASE SAVE ME