Help me turn my life around

I am Josh Kenneth Gunio, 24 years old. Just to give you a brief background about my self, I was born in Pasay but I grew up in Bicol Region, Camarines Sur. I am an academic person, meaning I really excelled in academics and was even the valedictorian during my high school years. (You can even ask my former teachers for verification, in case I got your attention):

Maam Rose Aureus - https://www.facebook.com/rosalindamelissa.aureus

Maam Arcadia Jaucian - https://www.facebook.com/dieng.jaucian

Maam Gilda Castaneda - https://www.facebook.com/gilda.a.castaneda

Maam Chit Orino - https://www.facebook.com/conchita.orino

I am also proud to say that during my college year at the University of Makati, I was one of the students that were given the chance to represent the Philippines in a competition in Singapore, where we won bronze award and bested 5 out of 8 contestants. Participants are from Singapore, Malaysia, Indonesia and the Philippines (2 teams each). In fact, here's a picture as proof:

Credits: http://www.ictsi.com/admin/images/download/1119201...

I don't know why I am launching this fundraising campaign. I am ashamed for a fact. But I desperately need help.

I desperately need money to help me (and my family) start over fresh. I have made so many foolish mistakes in my recent past (2014 - present). I borrowed stupendous amount of money while my credit score was high and my friends' trust was whole... and didn't pay them responsibly. Up until now, they are running after me because I am still unpaid.

I had lots of job offers from my professors when I was in college, and I had other offers from outside the school... but I wasted all of them... by not showing up to work (which led me to AWOLS), or not taking my jobs seriously.

What keeps me up at night is the thought of my daughter - who is now one year old - and my wife not being able to have the comfortable life that I wanted of them... all because I committed stupid mistakes.

Right now I am still looking for a job, and without any money for living expenses I cannot fully focus on finding one. My friends have already turned their back on me, lending institutions no longer accomodate me, and my family cannot support me because my brother is sick and all the money that comes in to them is spent to him.

I HOPE YOU CAN HELP ME MAKE UP AND TURN THINGS AROUND.

If ever you decide to help me... which I will forever be grateful for, I will give you in return:

*All my ebooks collection (fiction and non-fiction)

*Unlimited access to Lynda - an online learning platform by LinkedIn

Just let me know your email address. My email address is [email protected]