Help me to recover..

January of this year, I was laid off from my company due to the project that I was in, have been relocated to another state which I am not able to follow.. Half year since then, I have been driving Grab/Uber to make ends meet, which it doesn't.. Now even though I just started work, I am still stuck with making ends meet as I am unable to pay for my car road tax and insurance.. To add fuel to the fire, I also have two personal loans, all overdue..

Also my wife's birthday is this 8th.. Both of us were married last year in April.. Her birthday last year, I barely made something for her birthday, which we only go out for dinner. I failed her last year, and I'm trying my best to not dissapoint her this year, which I'm on my way..

I've been trying to sell my items, to which not many takers.. I've sold a lot of my precious books collection but still it wasn't enough(see below link) and I'm also out of items to sell..

https://forum.lowyat.net/index.php?act=ST&f=11&t=4...

I'm not sure if I have any way to repay back to all the backers, but my thank you to you all is endless..