I used to have a good job in a multi national company before, but since i can't deal with the work pressure, it lead me to a depression, so i decide to leave the job 2 years ago and start doing freelance job, which is great at the beginning.
but then things just not worked as planned, so i start owe money through friends, credit card, and even loan shark.
Now i'm struggling to pay it back, debt collector calling me every hour and makes me feels like i'm a fugitive. i avoiding friends that help me because i feel embarrassed i cant keep my promise.
currently i only manage to pay the interest of my loan, i can't focus doing anything, only keep think about how i will manage to pay everything and scare of the debt collector.
I need help to make myself stand by my own feet again
I believe in karma, once everything back to normal, i will do good to others like what i usually did.