Help me receive a professional for my mental health

Update: I had to raise the minimum amount of money that can be donated because of GoGetFunding and PayPal fees.

Hey there.

My name is Yufukuai, I'm wanting to get help for my mental health but that comes at a cost, so that's why I'm asking for help here in this website.

I've been suicidal and depressed lately and I've been in need to get professional help, I don't like doing this kind of things but I don't have enough money to get it and I have to ask to you people that are reading this description to help me out with this.

I will really appreciate all donations that come in, even if they are of 2$, I will be really grateful to be helped with my mental health.

If you want to share, that's really appreciated too