One year ago I lost my long term girlfriend and future fiancee to my best friend. From there, everything started to fall around me. My mom had breast cancer in that moment and I fully supported her to get the required treatment. I took a bank loan and spend it on chemo and radiotherapy. I felt low but didn't know I developed the bipolar disorder, once knew as depressive-maniac disorder. I sometimes felt sad and also have panic attacks and sometimes had lots of energy and reckless. I started drinking and spending my money on things that made me fell less depressed like gambling and other kind of distractions. I started to accumulate debt after debt from friends and I'm in a 15k € hole right now. My rent is due this month (the landlord collects it only once a year) and I have no possibility to pay it or repay the debt to my friends and the bank.
I ask for your support with the promise to never touch an alcohol bottle or a slot machine in my life (I'm clean for 3 months now).
God bless you!