Help me pay my college fee and keep a roof on my head

Hi, I'm aditi. A family relative had cancer and died just a month ago. I'm in debt and for any job I need graduation degree. For college I don't have money and as I'm a girl no one in my house wants me to study the course and are threatening to marry me off. I took scholarship tests but did not score well due to the anxiety and depression I've been battling. Please help me get the education so I can do better in life. It's hard to survive. I'm trying to save money by only eating once a day. Please help me.

The reason why i have not put my own pictures is because i'm scared i would be recognised. I'm in a very hostile situation trying to make the best out of what i have but no man is an island, and sometimes you need help.