Help me manifest the Curveball retreat

I want to manifest the Curveball retreat with Teal Swan, which is happening in November. I honestly don't have even close financial resources to go, even tho I'm working a 9 to 5 job. This would be my dream come true, as I feel its the best opportunity to get in touch with my emotions again and dive deeper. I've been having some bigger traumas and am now living in a state with a lot of dissociation. I feel this would help me immensely to get in touch with my authentic truth again and create deep connections with people. This retreat feels really in alignment. If you feel drawn to help me manifest this, any financial help will be greatly appreciated. Thank you so much.