Help Me Go on

I’m quite ashamed of doing this, I’m 18 years old, I was careless and now I need an abortion, I live with my grandparents that are quite traditional, so being pregnant would mean that they will make me marry and that I won’t be able to study, being a student my income comes from my lunch money, and even if I starved myself I wouldn’t get enough money to buy the pills I need in three weeks, so I want to raise the money while I still have a chance of having a safe abortion.