Help me fulfill my dream

My dream is to become a successful streamer but to do that i need a proper setup. I tried working to raise money towards doing that but even if i managed to raise a little, i had to help my family with their expenses such as food, bills and clothing. My mother is a teacher approaching retirement (earning very little and struggling due to her old age and poor health) and my father left our family to become a monk (leaving us no money and no means to sustain ourselves). Ill never be able to make it at this rate so i reach out to you. This is the only wish i ever had and I'm slowly starting to loose hope. No matter how small the donation you could give me, it will slowly help me reach my goal.