Help me deal with PTSD!

Hello!

I'm Nina, a university student from northern Greece dealing with mental health issues on her own, since my city doesnt have enough free therapy programs (and the one we have really didnt help me get better.. Undereducated therapists is a major problem apparently).. So, I would like to start seeing a private therapist, but it is hard for me since they ask for 40-50€ per session and my wallet definitely cant handle both that and rent (+food), despite having a part time job! My PTSD happened because of years in an abusive environment that only recently I managed to escape. Even though I live on my own now I have panic attacks way too often and a hard time bonding with people (or even just talking to them). I reaaaally crave being healthy soon so that I can start making friends and paying more attention to my studies. Any help is dearly appreciated 🌻🌻 thank you