Help me complete my study

Hello!

Before starting anything let me ask you all a question. What is the best way to serve your country while you are still young? Joining the Army, right? Now let's go to my story.

I am Maruf. A boy from Bangladesh of 22 years old. From my childhood I was a good student. I have always topped in my class. After finishing my college I got a scholarship in abroad. As I was a good srudent, so I was given with this opportunity by the government. The economic condition of my family is not good at all. So, getting the scholarship worked as a great relief for me. I went abroad, started my study and was also doing good there. But suddenly I got a call from my country. My parents want to see me as an Army officer. And I have been called from the Army. So, I came back to my country. Appeared the exam for becoming an army officer. And I got selected. So, I joined the army and cancelled my scholarship. I was undergoing tough training. And completed one and a half year of the total two years training. And the turn of my life came. I was withdrawn from the military academy because, I had a heart problem, Tachycardia. Suddenly everything became a total mess in my life. My family was in a shock. I didn't know what to do now. In my country dropping out from any where is not a good sign. But I gathered courage back. And decided to start from the beginning and complete my study. And when I enrolled in an university again, I found the biggest obstacle. And that is we are poor. My family can not afford my study. So, I started doing some small jobs. But the money I get that is not enough at all for my study and living. And also my grades were getting low. I came to know about this platform a few days ago. And I'm feeling too much shy to ask for the help from here. But I have no other options then this. If I can't manage the money, then I will have to stop my study to support my family. But I want to complete my study. I want to be a big person, a great man, a good human. And I'm requesting you all to please help me fulfill my dream. Thank you :)