I have always felt an outcast. And eversince I was a child I've felt that I was unaccepted and so I've had a hard time accepting myself. I believe that I don't belong in my body. Like I should do something to connect myself to my body. I was born male but I knew in my heart that I was female. I need to undergo sexual reassignment so I could start living but I can't do it alone. And so this.