Help me buy meds to not give up bipolar disorder

Hello! My name is Alina, I am 25 years old. At 19 I went to a psychiatric clinic where I had bipolar disorder.

I was brought there forcibly, because for more than six months I could not leave the house. I’m 25 years old now, I’m in college and I’ll have to finish it soon. In the future, I will be an editor, but for now I have to work in low-paid positions and rent a place to live, because my family has no money. And because of these circumstances, I do not always have money for medications and visits to a psychiatrist, without them panic attacks return, I cannot sleep, manic attacks occur, the desire to commit suicide returns, and I'm afraid to leave the house again. The cost of one visit to a psychiatrist is 40 €, my medicine Zoloft in Russia costs about 25 €, one pack is enough for 14 days. I beg you to help me finish my studies so that I can get a good job and pay for my own medicines. Please do not let me break!