Hello, I'm 24, from Morocco. Well, my parents lately officially knew that I'm Gay, they're all now mad at me and I don't talk to any member of them, I see hate in their eyes like never before, now it's been three months living alone in a little room just me and my my broken phone trying to ignore what I'm going through. In school I've been aggressively bullied, I couldn't handle it, so i dropped out of school. I looked for a job, but nobody wanted to hire me, because I act a little girly, I can't be accepted as I am. I started dreaming about having a job and be independent. i want to have friends too and hang out together and have a glass of beer, but it's just dreams. I'm writing you this with tears in eyes. i'm locked in a small room where i spend the whole day. Can you imagine that my family don't call me when they gather for meals, I always find a little of what left in the kitchen and because I don't have any other options I eat it just to not feel hungry. I get no money from them and I can't have a job because of my look, That's though. To be born in a Muslim homophbic country is literally as you were born born in hell. I'm depressed, drained and emotionally broken, crying all day Asking the same question WHY ME ?
I just need a little appartement where I can be myself and be happy, I'm missing that feeling, So please guys Help me to move out from this house before they make me, I feel they're kicking me off very soon. I don't want to be raped in Those wild streets. You're Guys My Only Savior. I'll be very thankful if you gave a helping hand.
LOVE AND PEACE TO YOU ALL.