I had one big dream which used to give me the sense of my life.. - being a professional football player. I started playing in a school team in which I was only one girls on the squad. Unusual that time. Unaccaptable. I had to deal with negative opinions of school colleagues, family members and all my close environment. Overcome intolerance, accept lonliness and alienation, fight for dreams. I have always heart “How a girl can play football, you’re as a boy” . Harmful, but real. The truth is that the play was everything for me. It had given me indescribable emotions
I played in two teamswith which we won a lot of trophies: Polish vice-champion twice, Polish vice-championship U-19, Polish championship U-19, Polish Cup and promotion with Polish national team in European championship U-19. In this time I noticed that my dreams are coming true and I decided to turn on my career and I look for a club abroad.I found 70 clubs in 5 countries in which I would like to play. During 2 months I prepared my own video, articles from newspapers, photo album and I sent everything to this 70 teams..after a few months a received 2 answers : first from Italy when they didn’t need a goalkeeper and second from Manchester City Ladies who invited me to trials. I couldn’t lose this opportunity so I spent all my spared money for tickets and I flew for my dream. On the trials were 84 others players from all country and only I from abroad, I was there 5 days and after that I received an offer of staying there and play at the Manchester City Ladies reserve team, but unfortunately they don’t have professional contracts and they couldn’t pay to players, so I had to regret the best possibility in my life because I didn’t have money for staying there. I came back home, but I didn’t give up, I started looking for a manager who could help me to find a club. I wrote to 25 professional managers and I got answer only from one. I sign a contract and he found me a trials in Italy. So I went alone to Italy by the coach, I got off on an highway and I was waiting for a guy who I have never seen before, I only knew his name and that he has to take me to the right city. After the trials I got the offer from RES Roma Calcio Femminile and my dreams came true. I spent one year in Rome, I was 19, I moved out alone without language , but with huge hopes for the future. As a result I felt to the bottom …it was the most difficult year in my life, I didn’t play 3 months because of the problems with documents, after next months I had a terrible accident and I couldn’t even walk during 2 months, so I thought that‘s all and finally I can stand to fight again, but I got injury which took away my dream and my extremely hard work. Doctor said one sentence which broke my life ..”You can’t play, it’s too dangerous”. I couldn’t accept it a long time, but I said that I need to do something, so I did a license for football couches and I started work with a children. It is not the same but when I have a training sessions with players u-7 or even u-18 and I see how big dreams they have, how much they want to be successful, but they need somebody to help I knew that I’m right person, because I lose everything and last thing which I can do is helping them to turn into reality their dreams!
I still have a few dreams, one of them is studying at the best sport’s university in England - Loughborough University. I would like work as a goalkeeper coach and physiotherapist in a football club, so I dream about study in UK ,but unfortunately I don’t have a money for that. I am trying to fulfill my dream. I work, but it is not enough to collect something when you pay for your cost of living. Without education I cannot find a well-paid job. I need your support, your open hearts. I work hard to fulfill others dreams, help to be better people,players. Now I need your help to collect money for studies. With all my kindness, please to help me fundraising for studies.