Seeking help for medical bills and my future. Please someone out there, help me.

Hello. My name is Affendy Ivong Jaang. I'm a 26 year old from Sarawak, Malaysia. 7 years ago, I was diagnosed with Coronary Thrombosis also can be called Heart Valve Disease (HVD) caused heart valve leaking. So far, I had to undergo high risk surgeries to repair leaked valves by replace the leaked valves with mechanical valves. It may sound crazy for those who don't know anything about this, but it is the legit and true. Since that moment, we have ran out of money and there isn't a way for us to raise any in any manner that doesn't require me turning to someone else for help.

Before that, the doctor gave me two options to undergo surgery as soon as possible or I could let it kills me from inside (btw, the damaged already in critical condition). It made me feel very scared and depressed at the same time. So I decided to undergo surgery so that I can live a normal life despite the fact that my life is now suffering and miserable (my health felt more worse than before physically and mentally).

My age during that time was 17 years old. Right now, I have graduated from a college and am unemployed, no job has been suitable for me since 2017 short after my graduation (Unacceptable, unfit, excuses for being sick and unable to do heavy work).It made me feel depressed for years. I'm not friendly anymore like I was before. I like to be alone, always kept my distance from people around me including my own family. Depressed really got me there but I never gave up my life, stay healthy is my main goals for the sake of my family.

Surgery and healthcare of the level I requires at the moment costs almost RM10,000 (over $2000 USD) for remain in hospital care. Our family never had a lot of money. Our bank accounts have ran dry since that moment until this day.

I need to take a medicine for the rest of my life, without it I cannot live long enough to see my future. I feel so bad for being a burden in my family and especially my dad that willing to sacrifices his time and money for me. If anyone is willing to help my family as well as myself, I would like to thank you in advance for those that willing to help. I hate to have to ask for sympathy, for charity, without being able to provide anything in return but I have to.

I'm also gonna use this fundraisers to further my education and pursue my dream without fining my family financially. I was planning for this year to pursuing a degree in Information Technology. After thinking about it for a long time, I made this decision so that I could find a better job that can really fit my health condition. At the same time, I also want to share most of this fundraising with my family so I can ease my family's burden as well.

Please help me achieving my dream and helping my family too. And if you can't donate, i implore you, please spread it. Please. It will cost only one moment of your time but it might help this to reach someone who will care enough and have the means to help. No matter how small your help is, it really do means a lot to me. I guess that's all from me. Thank you so much for everything. God bless always. Stay healthy and stay at home.

Thank you for your time. ~Affendy.