Happiness for our son

If you got a minute, please read our story.

I'm Patrycja. I'm 9 months pregnant and I'm crying every moment when my fiance can't see me...

I can't stand when he sees it and can't do anything about it. My heart breaks, when I feel my son kicking in my belly, when tears drop on it...

So long we were ashamed to ask for help, we tried to manage with it by ourselves, but we couldn't... We have so much debts to pay, every month it gets worse and worse.

First, about two or three years ago, my fiancee lost his job. Then I was struggling with depression, wasn't capable of working for few months. It was the time our problems started, and every month our debts were bigger. We weren't capable to pay for flat, for food etc, and we had to take another credit to live by...

Problems were bigger and bigger, we were working full time jobs plus extra hours, but it wasn't enough. Then I couldn't manage with it, my depression came back and I had to go to the hospital. I came back home, and still was trying to fight with illness and debts. We had a wedding date, but because of debts we had to cancel it... Few months later, we found out that we are gonna be parents... We were so happy cuz we love each other so much, but we also were terrified... We want the best life for our little boy, but the situation isn't very good...

For nine months we were trying to find a solution...

Extra hours in job, selling stuff, making multiple small credits in one big- but because of our situation they can't help us. We found a company that helps people with debts, for three months we were sending them documents, talking and trying, but few days ago they told us they can't help.

Even our car is for sale for few months, for really cheap price, and no single phone call for this day...

We asked my fiancee's family for help, but they have debts too... My dad is an alcoholic, my mom isn't interested in my life since I'm 16...

I will do everything for my son, to have happy life and normal family...

He is going to be with us soon, I'm so terrified that we can't even pay our debts every month. So what about diapers, milk? I don't want life like this for him... I don't want him to see mom crying every day...

We were thinking about posting our story a few times, but it isn't easy asking for help, especially when you have debts, people are judging you, especially in our country...

But it is our last chance to have a normal life, last thing to do for us is ask for help...

When the times where better, we were helping others, but this time we have to ask for help...

We hope that there are people with good hearts, we created a fund raising if you want to help us. We will be really grateful for any help...