Fund to build my youtuber career

Hi , my name is Muhammad Firzan Azrai Bin Nuzilan . 21 years old already and just finished my diploma in Computer Science last 13th January . In order to improve myself to become more skillfull graduate , i decided to learn and involve myself into multimedia field where i can learn more about creating , editing and rendering the video and that is the moment where i decided to become a youtuber . To be honest, i like multimedia more than i like programming. But the only problem is i m not from rich family where i can buy multimedia tools such camera or powerful laptop for rendering(the one that i owned right now only capable of doing light task, even when open xampp it will lag).

Maybe you guys thinking that why i did not find the job and gain the money right? . Actually my family only have 2 transport only where one for my father to go to the office and the other is for my brother also for the same reason .

So , for the first time in my life i really hope that you guys can support and backup me to achieve my dream. The funds will spend on multimedia tools such cameras and new laptop . This 2 tools is necessary for me to start my setup

Support me with any amount you choose and i m really thank you for those who help me