Before you start reading. I deeply ask for your understanding of everything.
As you all know, I am a current International Language Student here in Fukuroi, Shizuoka Japan for 2 years and will be attending another 2 years for Art School, in a total of 4 years. I just started last October 2018 and I am a self-supporting student.
Sadly, during my stay here in Japan. I am experiencing episodes of Anxiety/Panic attacks and overfatigue. Resulting to random fevers. Which I just deal alone. A result of overworking, despite being ill I still attend my classes and part time job. My body just shuts down and I was not able to attend school for how many days. I also endured random dizziness(I am anemic, despite my weight - due to steroids to breathe properly). I just wanted to work hard to support my Family.
I thrived everyday to survive.
These past months as well, I have been dealing with depression alone.
I asked for help to my Teacher. And I was brought to a Mental Hospital for counseling and medication. And last May to another new Mental Clinic - to a new set of stronger medication. It is just hard to express everything because of the language barrier, that is why I am still pursuing distant counseling(English Support), which costs a lot. And to have a proper help on my case.
A few years ago I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder and now my recent result is Schizophrenia. While I am typing this, it is hard on my part. Telling everyone. But I just want people to know, that this is hard. Dealing this alone in a foreign land. With a language barrier.
I am currently limited to my part-time job due to my condition, and my savings are drained because of therapy. My tuition fees are piling up and I need to pay for them soon. And I am having a hard time.
I deeply ask for your understanding, acceptance and help on this matter. I knock through the door in your hearts.
I do not have enough sources for support. I am below zero.
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And for those who reached out to me. I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Thank you for everything.
To Mommy, my Best friends, I love you so much and thank you.
I created this campaign for my Tuition Fee, home and Therapy/Counseling.
Any amount will be a great help to me.
Please help me.
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