for my aim and for my future

HI, my name is Benjamin David and iam studying 10th grade,i have many aim in my life and i want to be a business man and a best gamer, to be a best gamer i should play more games and and train harder, to train harder first i should have a minimum specification desktop, but i have a 12 years old laptop,in that old laptop ican olny browse,so i need a better pc, when i ask my parents to buy an better pc, but my parents have many financial problems even we are getting loan for every month for food and i have a bigger sister,and my sister has many needs even we have less clothes and parents can't buy a refurbished mobile and we have a very ugly home here are the photos of my home and my laptop.

in the first picture you can see my old laptop,if i had money i can buy a best pc and train harder and then i can become a best gamer and i can also do my school work in my pc and i can stream live and get some money and i can complete the needs of my sister and i can check my mother body in hospital my mother has diabetes,blood pressure,thyroid so i can cure my mother and i will start a business with my father so please if you can help me ,kindly help me. thank you .