Donate for my paralyzed vocal cords

Update posted by Anfernee Borlongan On Mar 12, 2018

have gone weaker. I can't move it very well and i can't sleep because of shortening breathing. i want to tell my mom about this soon. i noticed my voice is starting to lose. I don't know why just a stretching technique could make it worse or is there any cause behind it?

(March 13 2018)

Somehow i can sleep at least 7 hours startung at 3am. I was fine sleeping until I started to hard breathing. I thought i can't breathe anymore but I guess anxiety hits me again because I feel scared to mom since she can't afford my donation. She convinced me somehow that this illness will heal someday. I believe it will heal because i got this last week even it feels like a struggle.

Just earlier afternoon my left vocal cord seems moving. I thought it was moving at first then i'm having hard to my breathing but I wonder why my voice stills good. Not very hoarse but can't go on pitch or speak louder yet. Then I tried to release my voice and I can feel my right vocal cord is open and vibrating which makes me think my left vocal cord is the one who got paralyzed but I was wrong, my right vocal is the one who got paralyzed. Because I can move my left vocal cord but my right vocal cord is hard to move. Also when i tried to swallow the food there than the left vocal cord I can feel like i'm having hard to eat and a small portion of food goes down there. I might have pneumonia from what i researched from at least 3 website you might have it if liquid and food keeps coming down to the lungs but I hope not having it....but now I know how to eat from my left vocal cord and I can feel my food and liquid goes down to my stomach. Not on my left lungs because maybe I can move it and it's closed which I think also paralyzed in close position but I hope it isn't. Somehow I can breathe well but I don't know what will happen when I sleep again. I feel sleepy but i wonder if that makes me able to sleep now it's almost 10pm here.... I hope i can sleep well today.

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So far my vocal cord is improving. I can produce moive stronger and my throat got the feeling to move again but I had mild chest pain and this could be pneumonia. I want to take surgery before this have become pneumonia. Please donate and thank you. It’s been a while to write this. I’m healing but might have pneumonia in exchange of healing. I hope you give advice or please donate me and again, thank you.

Anfernee Borlongan

Update posted by Mar 19

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I just came back home. At first when we go to mall I was fine until I eat hard stuff it makes my left vocal cord weakened and it makes me hard to breathe but came back to normal and I can breathe again. Living with 1 side of vocal cord paralyzed is hard than I thought but what if both cord are paralyzed...i’m scared of having it. Right now i’m my home and my cord quiet itchy and makes me hard to breathe but i’m fine now since my left vocal cord was relaxing and I can feel it moving again. I hope i can get a treatment soon because there is a chance that I might have tumors and pneumonia because of my right vocal cord being unprotected while it’s paralyzed. Please help me and thank you very much.

Anfernee Borlongan

Update posted by Mar 14

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March 14 2018 Just a midnight snack. I haven’t tell to my familly that I have paralysis to my vocal cords. I tried to eat and it’s okay but i have no apettite to eat more because of my vocal cords. I thought to myself that it’s okay to eat snack a little bit but i prefer myself to eat the same way. Twice a day, no midnight snacks and at decent portion. Suddenly it’s hard feels that i’m moving my left vocal cord. I’m starting to lose hope that my left vocal was also affected by the paralysis just because I did a midnight snack. Next time i will not do a midnight snack again.

Anfernee Borlongan

Update posted by Mar 13

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Somehow i can sleep like 7 hours starting at 3am and I can sleep but once I wake up i’m having trouble to my breathing. I tried to relax and it works but I can’t stay being relaxed and once I stop doing it i’m having hard to breathe again. I hope i can find a way to breathe properly so i don’t feel like choking. If better i need to check up but i don’t have money yet. Please help me thank you very much.

Anfernee Borlongan

Update posted by Mar 13

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I had a lunch. I don’t know if anxiety hits me but every time I swallow i’m having hard to breathe. I think because my spoon has lots of food so maybe I should make it smaller and I tried to eat in different way and somehow i’m not having hard to breathe somehow. Maybe i should go with that way. I asked my mom about this withiout trying to tell the exact thing but she don’t want to do it unless wait for a week if the symptoms still happening to me. I hope i could get better next week but I don’t think it will not get happen that fast...please help me.

Anfernee Borlongan

Update posted by Mar 13

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