I tried to ask for donation in gofundme but they don't donate or take bank in philippines so I think it's impossible to give me a help.
I need a donation for my paralyzed vocal cords. I know my family can afford it but i've left to hospital last month and took me 11 thousand pesos since I don't have health insurance.
I got this because of vocal abuse. I didn't realize i'm in a state of danger to my vocal cords since i'm a beginner at singing I didn't know that. It started from losing a pitch to lots of things like the muscle of my vocal cord got thinned and weakened, I can't move it very well and my voice got deep and horse, unable to speak louder, sometimes hard to breathe. When i get panic i'm starting to get stop breathing because of my anxiety. That's why i got confined to hospital last month because of anxiety. I don't have any idea it was an anxiety and i thought it could be diabetes since my brother got it from my motherside and possibly i can get that. It took me 11 thousand and my family are really worried about me. I wish my family could afford about my illness this time but our finances are starting to get short and the cosy for therapy and surgery is too expensive and what's worst: I don't have insurance.
I don't know how long can i stay like this. I tried to search about the illness and it can heal for at least a year but shortened breath and lots of bad things happening to me makes me think that my illness could get worse someday.
I don't know how much these options cost. Therapy is good enough to heal my voice but from my research they always recommend surgery like injecting collagen to make the cord stable and able to recover fast. I don't know how much it costs to my country hut when i found something, the surgery costs at least 1000$. I don't need a big mount of donations just lots of people donating every single dollar is enough.
Today(March 12 2018) I can't move my vocal cords very well and my voice still hoarse and deep, and i think it got worse when i tried a stretching technique that considered as voice therapy which none of the websites i've read don't recommend it but i gave it a try. Then later my throat got tightened and makes me hard to breathe. My anxiety hits me again and makes it worst but now while writing this i'm fine but my vocal cords are still can't move when i want to move them...
Please help me to cure this illness. Once i'm cured i will stop singing. I love singing but if I keep abusing my voice, i'd rather stop singing for good and just have fun listening to other people's voice. I like art and i want to focus on it once i'm cured.
Please donate to cure my paralyzed vocal cord. Thank you very much.