chasingmy dream..

hi, how are you ? i hope that you are having a good time ..you don't know me and i don't know you and im very ashamed to do it, but please , i count on you  to understand. What I’m saying now looks silly and not important but I’m helpless right now and I decided to try asking you for help.. and i m sorry if that is bother you  because I m so desperate and I send it to many people but no one respond to me and they ignore my message and I hope that with you it is gonna be different .. I'm trying to find a group of people who can help me and who want to help me ..I worked before in temporary jobs before like construction, painting... (I swear for less than 10 $/ day) but that is not what is going to make me have a stable life or future... what is make me even more than that trying to beg is that I’m in love with the most amazing gorgeous girl ever, every time I see her I go crazy, her gorgeous smile makes my heart beat so badly. I love the way she hugs me, I love the way she talks to me, I love her passions, I love her thoughts … I love everything about her .Every time i look into her eyes I thank god for this lovely gift. I have a wonderful girlfriend, and she means the world for me. And i want to marry her and give her a decent life... I don’t want to disappoint her... i need someone who can help me with a donation , some money , so i can start small business , store , that can make my life bearable and that can make me have a step forward .. All my story seams not important for other people but i m trying my best... So, I don't know if i will have a respond for my ask but i have faith.Hopefully that with your help i will find my way... I thank you for your time..God bless you