Day 5

Last night , around 11:30 PM Papa had spontaneous eye opening , his Nurses immediately called me to see him via video call. I cried and said thank you to Papa for fighting. For the first time since his admission, i was able to sleep for 4hours straight. I guess with the help of that news + Anarex. But this morning , he's back to GCS 7 , he cannot sustain opening his eyes. I brokedown again. I'm still trying to find flights going to the Philippines. I've tried calling the Phil.Embassy Emergency Hotline but no one is answering and the message box is full. I've search for flights going to the Philippines but there's nothing. I don't know until when i can handle this yo-yo of emotions . But i cannot just totally give up on him coz he's not totally gone. He still have spontaneous breathing and i know he can hear me whenever we videocall each other. A lot of people are giving up . But they are not my father's daughter. I am his only daughter. How can i do that to him? I 'll hold on to my faith and I lift everything to God. I've worked long enough in ICU to know that miracles happen. Prayers and Love can move mountains.

JEM YAP