Today, 01/13/18 i went ahead and enjoyed the remaining day bonding with my friend over a movie called Bumblebee (of the transformers character). In 2 days I will be having my Chemotherapy. Thinking of all sorts of ideas to help me with funding from selling home made soaps to putting this site up.

Having a healthy routine even during my chemo ideal such as exercise, more research to the soap making endeavour are some of the things that will keep me busy during these hard times. This will be a totally different experience only because i know it will be much tougher for me and need to totally gather more strength to over come it.

Also, today was nice to reconnect and find a deeper connection with Jesus. I attended the usual Victory service at 12 noon with my other friend, Michelle. After the speech of Kim Atienza, who I had no idea has gone through a lot in the past years, and totally made Jesus his best friend. After his speech few realizations came to mind: that life isn't always about " I can" do this and do that. We need to realize that "He can" do this with you. Kim's final speech was about the struggle and the questions he asked when he was diagnosed with Guillain-Barre syndrome is an autoimmune disease that happens rapidly and can affect autonomic nerves. I am not alone in this. We are not alone in this. Again, Jesus answered the questions I had that was pounding on my head the past week.