went to PGH yesterday ( Sept 27) with hopes that they can schedule me for operation on the 2nd week.of october, sadly I have to meet first with my surgeon to show them the result of my whole abdomen ct scan. Unfortunately, my pancreatic mass has increased its size from 3.1.x2.6x3.1 cm 2 yrs ago to 5x6x5cm this year. They think this is where the cancer is coming. It seems that what is benign 2 yrs ago is now active again. They are planning to have to major operation, depending on what my surgeon will tell me. This has been a roller coaster ride for me, now I think I have to battle 2 cancer. Been trying to be brave, but my tears just won't cooperate. But not because I cried, it means that I'm surrendering, it just means that I'm preparing for another battle. Lord help me.