Been starting to feel more pain in my right side where the cancer is. Gets me nervous, trying to keep myself together while my wife is in ICU. Not sure if putting surgery and treatment off for six weeks was wise or not, but would rather my wife be home first before I start going through it. Have seen other family members go through different cancers and will be glad when mine is finally started treatment begins. Will post more updates the closer it gets. Just continuing to stressed over this and the finances involved. I know God is by our side, but I still am scared, haven't really said that before but I am. Anyway, thank you for your prayers and any help. God bless.