I have been painting interior homes for extra money in my house hold but it seems not enough to make things less stressful. I always try to make everyone happy even though I am fighting inside with stress. I dont talk about my personal issues on social media so everyone see' s me as the person that post funny status's for people to wake up to and smile first thing in the morning. Im a loving caring wife/mother and grandma and I will do what I can to help my family. I am a little embarrassed asking for help but there are a lot of people like me that struggle day to day. I want the feel of relief at some point in my life. I will continue to paint homes and make things and even sell my belongings to make ends meet.