My name is Bella and this is the hardest thing for me to have ever done. To accept money from others. I am a transgender with dreams of having my operation one day so that I may live and enjoy my life as I feel that I was meant to. You see, I feel and think as a soft and subtle woman. I know this may be difficult for some to understand but I was brought into this world as a boy, yet my feminine natural state has been present as long as I can even remember. I spent so much of my life trying to make my family and others happy with who I was, as a boy. But, as I have matured and grown, I now live my life all out as a woman. This, of course, has its trials, hurdles, and difficulties and my last step in this biological conundrum is to finally have my gender transition operation.
You see, I am a very humble person and come from a very humble position with my family. We are rarely in contact and I am a completely self sufficient woman now. I work as a bicycle tour guide in Koh Phangram, and I have been saving everything that I make in hopes that I will reach my goal so that I can have my operation. I love my simple yet beautiful life here on this island, as I meet interesting people from all over the world throughout the years.
I would love and appreciate anything, as I live my life by a code of gratefulness and honor. At the current rate, it would take years before I have enough saved so anything that you might find in your hearts to contribute to my cause would be forever with me and in my heart. Thank you for reading about my story and bless you all