Fighting PCOS and Depression

Hi, my name is Lorielle. I am 28 years old from Philippines. I am a sister to 2,I am a friend to many, I am a daughter and most importantly I am a wife. I have one more role to fill but yet it stills remains empty. which is becoming a "Mom" I never thought in a million years that I at age 23 would have to seek help from a Fertility Specialist. All for things I could not prevent. For 5 years I tried to conceive. Hopeless and Depressed as time goes by I seek refuge to Almighty God.

The first year you just stop preventing. the second year I found out I had P.C.O.S. And finally the third year I find out that my tubes are blocked. Rewind my life 7 years ago I have the surgery in my stomach. The surgery goes well. Now fast forward back to Nov 2013 I went to my doctor and she tells me that I will never have a child naturally. She then begins to give me options... but none the less say I have to remove both my tubes. Over the past 8 years I have accumulated a lot of scar tissue from my stomach operation. I was heart broken and tried suicide to ease the pain not from my sickness but from the thought of not bearing a child and failing of being a woman and wife.

This life of infertility is anything but easy. I would love for everyone to understand. I want people to be more aware of infertility and the effects it has on women and men. Emotionally, physical, mentally and spiritually. I want the world to understand infertility.

So many people think that "oh wow you cant carry a child" I want people to listen. Most importantly I want the families of those suffering from infertility to become better support systems. I have family all over the world who I never met before, they encourage me and help me at my darkest times.

Please help me share my story so that the next person who is told she will never conceive the natural way, doesn't feel alone. Being alone in a battle is the worst feeling. I've been there and Im still here

IVF is a very expensive procedure and requires money I just don't have. But I will pull out all that is necessary to make sure that my dreams of becoming a mom come true.

I'm currently a Virtual Assistant and It is my goal by end of 2019 to have 6,600 for my IVF procedure. I know some people may not be able to give, however a prayer and or reposting this page, is putting me one step closer to making my Husband and I parents.

Also you will see reward levels for the amounts you spend. I can make Scented Candles, Soap and Trinkets all custom to you.(anything holiday themes, sports, personal and birthdays) if you are in the Philippines or a personalized art made by me sent online if you are overseas. just let me know your idea and I can do it. We can create the perfect pamper yourself basket, to show your loved one how much you care.

Any questions send me a message.