Back in track after narcissistic ex

I am a woman, a mother and a victim of narcissistic ex-huspand. I lost almost everything because of a tyrannical psychopath who put me to a financial hell, beat me and still after divorce was controlling our lives.

My stress is trying to kill me. While in that relationship I started getting ill. After years I started getting health problems...kidney infections, back pains, tremor, heart palpitations, insomnia, fainting, tiredness, memory problems and after long investigations my doctor told me that I've had too high stress level too long time and my body is falling a part - Only way was to get distance to everything, so I took my children and moved to an other country, just me and my precious kids.

Could say I escape from my ex-huspand and basically we are fine now. BUT my life is still one huge stress as I have not managed to get out from financial problems, which were caused by him.

I am trying to fix everything, but it isn't easy. I am asking a little help to fix all this and start our new life finally.