Affected by the Pandemic – Event Supplier

The COVID 19 Pandemic has greatly affected the event industry. Suppliers and musicians were forced to sell their assets, equipment, and cut down manpower. I am Lorenzo, an event supplier in the wedding and corporate industry, i lost half of my equipment, sold almost all my valuable assets, closed down 2 business bank accounts, might lose my last personal account. I tried a small business, at first it was good, but sadly the stocks of what i'm selling is not coming anytime soon, it made my buyers tired of waiting forcing me to stop again. I am planning to start again but i ran out of capital / start up money since i have a family to feed and high daily expenses. I have 2 kids that needs more attention on their food, milk, and diapers. As i write this, i am still looking for a way to gather money. Lending is not an option since there is no way for me to assure when i can return the money due to lack of events. In average, we need TEN THOUSAND/ month to supply my son and daughter food, diaper, and milk. We can sacrifice our own food, but not on my children's food. I hope this short description helps in sharing my pandemic life. Any help is highly appreciated, and i know a simple thank you is not enough, but by grace and blessing of God, he will surely double it on people who share and help. May God bless your kind heart!