I pretend that being a single mom isnt as hard as ppl say.. I lost my job during this pendemic and never stop looking new one cz i have absolute responsibility for every aspect of my child’s care, health, education and wellbeingI have no savings left (used up early into lone parenthood),I feel sick when I have to go to an ATM as usually no cash left or when card is refused when paying for grocery shopping, most of all im afraid that one day i cant prepare food for the kids cz we hv nothg left.

i know there are people in alot worst situation and im thankful have roof over my head and healthy children . But we desperately need some help every month is so hard. Being single mom is not as simple i think. We are experiencing ongoing long term hardship, debts are accumulating weekly and I have responsibility for a growing 2 little girls. The only income that i have now is the i-lestari kwsp. I felt useless and failure.. I stand no chance of breaking even anytime soon.

Ive printed off CVs and actively visited companies within a 25km radius, introducing myself in a well presented manner and asking to be considered for future vacancies, not one ever responded. Maybe bcz of the pendemic. It scared me to think what will happen if i still havent found job. i nvr ask for help. But i need to put my pride to the side at this point for my kids. Im all they have . They depends on me. It would be such a blessing if someone found it in their heart to help us.