Hello, my name is Olga, I am 32 years old and I am from Russia. I want to ask you to help me to buy a flat for living. All my life I did not have my own home. I was born in Estonia and when I was 8 yeas old my mother and me came to Russia to my grandmothers house. We lived very poorly, and after my grandmothers death this house was sold and all my toys, books and etc from my childhood disappeared. Now I have night dreams about this house and my belongings that were lost.
During school years i lived in rented flats, and I used to it. After I got married, I thought that we together can buy flat for living. But all our salary gone for paying bills for rental flat, food and etc.. And I wonder how two people in Russia who have salary 887$ per months for both, can buy flat that cost 50 000$? We spend 354$ for renting a flat and cant even accumulate some money for buying an apartment. Salaries in Russia are very small, and the cost of housing is huge. Unfortunately, we both did not receive any inheritance. My mother can not help me because she is visually impaired and already a pensioner and I need to help to her.
While all my friends have home, children and etc. – I have nothing. Unfortunately I even cant have a baby. I tried three times, but without success. Two times my pregnancy was stoped on 7-8 week. I have got a very sad diagnosis of anembryonia. It means that I was pregnant but without a baby. I spent huge money for treatment. And in 2013 I was pregnant again, I was so happy to see on ultrasound research that there was a child and his heart was beating. But my happiness was not long, on 26 weeks of my pregnancy this child died, because of some genetic pathology. I am 32 years and I have nothing in life. My dream about big family, about children and home now is very far from me. I already ready to adopt child and give all my love to him or her, but without my own flat I cant event start this process.
In 21 th century people are dreaming about Flying cars, Mars and Space programs, I am a woman of 32 years old is dreaming about home and child. I just ask you to help me. When I see people with children, Instagram pictures of happiness families, I feel myself as a useless woman, who will never can be a mother.