help me move out of my toxic household | i feel unsafe

hi everyone, i'm in my early 20's just starting to be independent journey but i live in a very strict traditional emotionally + psychologically abusive asian household. my parent hinders me a lot from what i want to do anything revolving around leaving them for my growth or independence. family therapy does not help bc my parent is indenial about their undiagnosed NPD and are set in their own ways. being myself and doing my hobbies is very limited or minimized by them, because they fear everything. stating boundaries, standing up for myself and saying no backfires a lot despite what my psychiatrist advices me to do in order to take back my power.

over the last few months of this year, my anxiety and unsafeness have increased a lot. it was to the point where i would wake up expecting the unexpected from my parent or always being on guard, and throughout the day i would struggle to breathe in my own home.

my parent is a powerful individual which fears me the most. they have money, and recourses but are also delusional about mental health. there is no awareness in the severity of their words + actions and how it affects me. when speaking up and standing up to them, i was threatened to be put in a program to "fix me".

i realized that i shouldn't feel guilty for growing up, wanting to live on my own life, liking things i like and doing activities that i enjoy/make me happy. and that i was just taught by my parent to become an extension of them.

currently, i have a couple of online small businesses running to make and save my own money, to practice being financially independent.

what i plan to do with the money: my betterhelp therapy, capital for my small businesses, a green card, work permit, work visa and plane ticket

this personal fundraiser is just additional help i need to ask the public to sympathize with and help me out a bit i'm very appreciative for any amount that is donated to help me start this second chapter of my life

thank u guys