Walking a long way, I got tired.
But still I am full of hope.
When my friends went to London to finish their graduation, I was chasing my dream in my little city. I was trapped in MLM(multi-level marketing), which was a scam.
It was 12 years ago.
When my friends were dating with their lovely girlfriend in London, I was cutting straw to make a mushroom bag to produce mushrooms. I tried so hard to establish my firm. But mushroom didn’t grow.
It was 10 years ago.
When my friends serving beer and nuts in the pub in Sunderland, I was trying to start a bookshop in my little town with $500 investment along with my 3 friends.
The shop owner was very kind and helpful, the rent was too low.
We had a lot of love for books.
We had a lot of dreams.
One of us had drugs (Yaba) in his pocket.
Which washed up all our dream, burned all our books.
It was 6 years ago.
When friends came from UK one by one after their graduation, I was trying to start a restaurant.
The food was delicious, but cash was empty.
It was 5 years ago.
Walking a long way I got tired. Cause I have to carry a huge liability. I have admitted my liabilities. And I know I shall overcome some day.
I never give up.
I need a stepping ground.
I’ve failed plenty of times in my life, but that’s why I shall overcome.
It’s never too late to turn on the light. My ability to turn off an old tape doesn’t depend on how long it has been running. When you flip the switch in that attic, it doesn’t matter whether it’s been dark for ten minutes, ten years or ten decades. The light still illuminates the room and banishes the murkiness, letting you see the things you couldn’t see before.
Now I am 31 years old.
When I look back now, I feel a great sorrow for that boy who carried all the load in his very early of his life.
If you have only one smile in you, give it to me. I need it very much.
Do you want a travel with that boy?
Then travel from your head to heart.
I will start my journey again.
Be with me.
Your company means a lot for me.
Be with me.